Nothing like Ouran!

Can't believe I haven't written anything here foor that long. hm. Okay, shortened version-

Got traineeship.
Started it on 8th April 2008
Moved interstate, moved out of home.
Did traineeship
Moved again mid-traineeship.
Did more traineeship.
Finished traineeship on 7th April 2009
Got kicked out of the house I was living at. (lived with sisters, suspect sister A wasn not being entirally truthful with her mother or anyone else she talked to about me as it was her mother who told sister B to have me out of the house b y the end fo the day.)
Don't have money to get things out of house. Don't drive, no car, no friends to help. Brother is working too many hours and only has a moterbike. Dad lives on island and can't make it that far. (3-4 hour drive).
Lost awesome friend, admit it is my fault, just try and continue to bend like reed and not snap like twig and try again next time. Will miss that friend.
Am currently staying with dad and am totally broke, not to mention all my stuff is still at the house I was kicked out of.

Also, my laptop now has a cracked screen (thanks to the toddler of sister A, but it was partlually my fault again), broken keyboard and broken power source so I may suddenly vanish again. If anyone is looking for me and you find this message, laptop probably imploded in one way or anther.

I also lost 40kgs and am sufficiantly misrable enough to make sure I gain every last kg of it back again with style.

Fucking hell.


Ok so anyway, I could do commissions for cash if anyone is interested (Or even reading this) or something, I think my tablet is here... or maybe I packed it and it's still at the ex-house, will have to look through bags. My grandma's jewelerry box is there too. So is a whole bunch of other stuff that means a lot to me.Damn, I need a job.
Got healthcare card though, so can afford medication again for sarcoidosis. Later.

Also, I think I'm loosing my eyesight. I mentioned that I got little light wriggly things in my eyes, and my stepmom said that her father went to the doctor and mentioned he had that, and they were putting him in surgery the next day t osave his eyes. Something about blood pressure.

Maybe I'm just freaking out. I need icecream and friends. x_x This is why I shouldn't have tried again to make them again. You don't miss something when you've forgotten what it was like and wtf did I spend all those eyars between high school and last year doing when I was trying to forget what it was like to have a friend, if I was going to do something stupid like risk it all over again?





I think I'm currently cuddling up with the black dog right now, sorry. Excuse me for tonight.

I won't be coloring my pics till I can get a new moniter for the 'graphics computer', I think something's wrong with it.

I'm off to my Dads for three weeks so if you need me, PM me on Gaia (Neith-Kia), leave me a message on IMVU (Neithie), or email me- neithie@gmail.com

I'll still be able to come online and do art thingies But that's the best way to catch me.

Omg. New (to this house) computer that'l last me the summer, I hope, and a tablet. Tablet. Tablet. Tablet!

Okay, so money's still a problem, but we managed to get enough and borrow enough for a hot water service. And I'm sure I can learn some handywoman skills for some of the other problems. Besides, the computer was from a charity (they help people out with limited income) and the tablet was $50 AU so it's not like it was too hard on us.

Omg, tablet! It's so weird! The pressure thing is really...well, fun. o_o The mouse is good for some things but I'm getting more and more used to the pressure so I don't use the mouse much now. And coloring/shading is so much easier. The lines go where I want them! I don't have to worry (as much) about dog hair in the mouse's lazer thing where it makes the mouse do weird jolts! I still haven't figured out how to do the cleaning thing... maybe I just need to retrain my hand so that it is more steady.

Yay! Now I just need to practice, practice, practice.